five days gone like smoke, makes me scared

Post by : princess ماریا      Date : جمعه هجدهم خرداد ۱۴۰۳      Time : 23:40 Freaking 5 days of straight depressed nothingness. Absolutely nothing. Didn't study or do anything useful for that matter. I have a to-do list of important tasks, not even the one-minute uecessary stuff, actual crucial stuff, and It's as long as my middle finger. It's not just that, I have this feeling of having missed something. I can feel how in the near future I will end up crying over lost time. Man I can feeeeeel it so strongly alreadyThe product of the last few days, apart from nothing, was that I relapsed. I watched a video today about how frogs are gradually heated up until cooked, let's say I was the frog the last few days and I allowed myself to be cooked. I honestly don't knwo what to do with it. For the relapse, I have some strategies to reuse, hopefully they'll workI helped my mom and I cleaned the mess in my room. Still feel like nothing is accomplished and I'm right to think that. F* I don't waa go backpro-procrastinator: 5 days, and aaaaall the work is left for the last hours of the last day. Truly a proWhat's the plan for this idiot professional? well, lest'd see. I'll write the rest in my joual